I started a series of thoughts about a year ago in which I mentally
isolated certain individuals in my life that had left a profound impact. These
were people that contributed to the defining moments that shaped me as an
individual and they are also the people that I credit largely for getting me to
the position in life in which I find myself today. In continuation of this
thought process, I thought that I would turn attention towards a person who
taught me more about life, happiness and spiritually than anyone I know…
The Professor:
I’ve known the Professor my entire life…I knew him back
before he was officially the professor but even then he was always teaching me
something. One of my earliest
memories of him was when I was sitting in the child’s seat of a supermarket
basket, my stubby toddler fingers resting on his knobby knuckles that gripped
the handle of the cart. That day I asked him a question that every child wants
to know and one that every child needs to hear the answer.
Do you love me?
The response was prompt and reassuring.
Yep, love you to
pieces.
Following this reply I broke out in giggles, with the image rolling
through my brain of my little body being scattered in little pieces. The Professor didn’t make it a joke (he
was rather solemn back then you see), just smiled and continued to assure me
that he spoke the truth about his love for me. That was the day that I learned something about love.
Years went by and the Professor continued to teach me. He
was the one that encouraged me to dream
big dreams. I didn’t understand what he meant at the time but that
conversation was carefully tucked away for a later time to appear. That was the
day I learned something about setting high standards and foreseeing a purpose
for my life. The Professor is also the one that confronted me with how stubborn
I was and he insisted that if I could only make myself teachable and center my stubborn streak in the center of God’s will,
then no power on earth will be able to
move you. That was a day that I learned about inner strength that comes
only from God.
He managed to use frankness and humor just when I needed to
hear it the most; I credit the Professor for being the one to stress that
laughter and joy was such an important part of living. He retains so much
knowledge about life and about the Creator of life and he was always finding
ways to correlate life lessons with a heavenly meaning.
As a child I feared and loved him at the same time. As an
adolescent I know I frustrated and infuriated him. As an adult I continue to respect
and honor him. It wasn’t until I was a young adult, and going through a
difficult crisis of spirituality and identity, that I realized things the
Professor was teaching me had a purpose…his teachings that were sinking in were
having an impact in my life. In that crazy and stressful moment in time…
…I was inspired.
Inspired by all the late night discussions, all the heated
debates, and by all the quiet moments when we just sat and existed in the same
place.
I know now that I don’t always have to agree with everything
the Professor teaches me, the student after all makes sense of what they learn
in their own way. No matter what
my opinion is of what he teaches, I have always managed to glean pieces of the
Professor’s wisdom and apply it to my own life.
Fortunately I still have contact very often with this source
of inspiration. He drops in from time to time to entice me to either go fly
fishing with him or to run wind sprints down a country road, or to just sit on
the steps and chat. He’s not just the Professor, teacher, Biblical scholar and
author that everyone else and myself knows him by…
…he also just so happens to be my father.
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The Professor with part of his entourage several years ago. |
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